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Outflown

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I drove one of my younger cousins to insanity when I was younger and he passed recently due to suicide, and I think im a part of the reason.

I will be offline for, who knows how long, I might come back on tomorrow, I might come back in a couple of months, who knows?

Anyway, just a quick little update of what is going on at the moment. Stay safe. :)

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Im so sorry to hear this and im sorry for your loss. Im sure he didn't commit suicide due to your actions.

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:c im sure it cant have been all you. There must have been some other reasons.

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Dam hope your doing alright.

 

Sorry to hear that. 

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Shi* bro thats tuff, i am so sorry for your loss.

I wish you the best

Stay safe!

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better luck next time

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im sorry its not ur fault itll be ok

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it's not exactly your fault, its his fault. he didn't know better and all but he still should have thought about the family members that would have been affected, i have suicidal thoughts all the time but i generally reflect on the impact of my death and just decide it's better to live. it is true that when someone dies, a part of you dies so you should def take some time off, but just remember you couldn't do anything about it and if you drove him to insanity then remember that you did not make him commit suicide. 

one of my relatives committed suicide via exhaust pipe of a car (Co poisoning) and i felt bad because i did nothing about it and didnt talk to him in a while, i just kept remembering he's in a better place now and that's what he wanted, so it's not my issue because i can't do anything about it in the future.

just forget he comitted suicide, and just remember it as him dying peacefully, i hope your younger cousin did it in a peaceful manner and didnt drown himself or something like that and remember that it wasnt your fault.

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idk wh but im actually crying i feel you man I used to be friends with someone and they killed themselves

still haven't gotten over it in front of everyone I pretend I'm really cheerful but in reality I just feel like I want to fall down and cry and kill myself but you  gotta hang on the reason I haven't killed myself is because  I have a little brother he is the one keeping me alive if he wasn't here I would have killed myself way along ago but please man don't consider suicide because you help me and keep me alive man I love you so much with all my heart

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@thisnamenotgone This reply made me cry. I'm very sorry for your loss. 

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I'm- so sorry for your loss. I hope you'll feel better soon, stay safe my guy. ):

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He is in a better place.

You are not the problem.

Take a deep breath.

And you are okay.

Stay safe.

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